Fear vs Peace

For God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline.

2 Timothy 1:7

Right now, my mind is fighting a battle of FEAR vs PEACE. 

FEAR is winning, and it's tearing my heart and mind to shreds.

I have become very anxious and worried of my time in Peru. 

Fearful of the unknown that lies ahead.

Satan is attacking me, and I do not appreciate it at all.

How will I spend my time? Will I get bored if my friends are all working?

A month without a schedule; it sounds lonely and boring.

What if I get there and discover this isn't my life's dream anymore?

An altered plan for my future; it seems ridiculous and heartbreaking.

What if challenges come my way that I cannot handle?

The Lord is my strength; I feel terrified, but His strength makes me powerful.

I am going to Peru to love on God's people. I should feel at peace.

Peace that the Lord provided financially in ways I never imagined.

I have been looking forward to this trip since I returned State-side last June.

What will I get to do when I go back?

Travel and spend time with friends; it seems so exciting.

When will I get to continue to follow God's calling for my life in Peru?

The time is now; I don't want to waste a moment.

Will it get harder every time to say good-bye?

Of course it will; it's so encouraging to call them Family.

I pray tonight as I prepare for sleep that my fear would be overcome by peace. I pray that I would remember all the excitement I've experienced as I've prepared for and longed for this trip to come. I pray against Satan and fight for my Lord; peace will overcome fear. Christ will defeat you Satan!